In a world of my own
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
♥ 21:32
I was just listening to Corrinne May and many thoughts formed in my mind. Will I ever be like the girl in the songs, having the courage to tell the guy i love how i truly feel? Though I did mention that I won't waste the time of my life waiting for the right guy, sometimes I just wanna feel loved. When things get bad at home, when lonliness sets in, I always long for someone to be here for me. Just like wad Shirin said the other time, sometimes it just helps that there is someone physically there and not just hearing the person's voice or chatting on msn.
Life isn't a bed of roses. School's getting so tough that it has become a place where I fight with my own consconcious whether I should go for lessons or not. I know that it is wrong to think this way, but when you are really up to your neck in assignments and projects and having classmates that seriously don't co-operate with you, the pressure is really unbearable. It is times like these that school is such a terrible place to be in. So what if one has friends there, they are just so superficial. It's not like those friends whom you can share you life with. Somehow I really regret not going to Ngee Ann Poly. The thought of not being able to hang out with my really close friends still haunt me. sighx...
God what am I suppose to do?
