Would I really know the difference?
Monday, August 22, 2005
♥ 08:26
I finally opened up to a friend of mine to tell him how I have been feeling recently. I guess I really need to hear from a guy's point of view about what I should do about the situation that I've been in. No matter how hard I've prayed or no matter what my gut has been telling me, I have been confused.
Even though talking to my friend didn't bring about any conclusion, he did say something that struck me. He said that if a guy likes me even though we have been friends, he would treat me differenetly and I would be able to spot the difference. But if he did liked me before and I didn't even notice the difference, would I be able to spot it again when the time comes?
I'm confused, battered and drained from the emotional turmoil. Sometimes I wish that I have never gotten myself into so much shit, but would the feelings go away? Sigh.
