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Life ain't fair rite
Friday, September 30, 2005
♥ 21:09

Life ain't fair! Why do people just get the better of the world when some people have to slog so hard just to attain the things that they can get? Why does it seem that younger siblings have all the advantage in the world when we older siblings have to suffer?

Life isn't fair rite?
I really cannot understand my sister and my parents. Why is it when my sister says that she wants something, my dad is willing to buy it for her? Take the mp3 player for example. I have been eyeing on one since don't know how long ago but just because I know the consequences of telling them that I want one, I never told them my intentions. But it was a different things altogether when I mentioned that my sister wanted one and my dad readily agreed to get her one on the condition that she passes all her subjects during this exam. What is this world coming to? Why can she get it so easily when I have to slog my guts out just to buy a mp3 player for myself and even to buy a handphone to replace the spoilt one I have now?

Sometimes I can't help it but just wonder why do my parents seem to favour my sister more than they favour me? I know that it's very unhealthy to live a life keeping everything within me and not sharing my thoughts with them. But I know that if I share what I am thinking right now, not only will my sister not get what she wants, the relationship between all of us. Am i being too nice or am I just saving my own skin?

Just when I thought that things can't get any more worse, I don't think I will be getting my pay anytime soon especially now that I have even gotten my pay slip yet. Am I working for free? I don't know, I just want my pay soon.



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