It's good to hear that you are all alright now after talking to your DGL. It's good to hear that you are no longer blaming yourself and that you are the master of your life (besides God). I'm happy for you.

I don't know. Even though I am happy to hear that 52623 is fine now, I can exude that happiness. I feel like I'm being bogged down but the excess baggage of everybody and even my ministry. I know that I tell everyone that I can cope but I think it has just become a facade. I guess I just don't want people to worry about me because I know what the feeling is like. Especially when the worry is so great that one is not able to sleep or eat well. It's important to keep those who are weary in prayer, encouraging them, to help them see through the toughest periods of their lives.

Sometimes whenever I hear those around me complaining about the people around them, it saddens me. Because whenever we complain, we complain about those who are in the same family of God. We call each other names, we can't forgive. I pray that we all can exhibit forgiveness just as God forgave us. It's not easy but we have to do it. Moreover, we are a family of God that are working together to help our ministry grow. Therefore, we should be more forgiving and at the same time, strive to make our relationships better.

To Jocelyn: I know it ain't easy because it seems impossible to forgive him. You have gotta try because as I've said, don't let the devil have a foothold in your life. It will only become a stumbling block since you have just found God again. We'll all be behind you and be praying for you.

To Xionghai: Brother, I know that you can't stand the feeling of being lied to, especially since the person that lied to you was once a very close friend. But you too have to learn how to exercise forgiveness. Just like wat I told Jocelyn, I hope you will remember that too. I am disappointed with him too but I will try to forgive him.