I'm sitting in my living room feeling so bored that I wish that I was out doing something, anything! No I don't wanna spend that much money but still I want to do someting. I hate to pack my room though. So that's something that is last on my list. I'm watching old school dvds that you know, killing the creativity in me. Don't feel like doing church stuff either.

So now that I am back in Singapore, I just feel so lost because I don't know what I want to do. When I was there at least there was school to go to and places of interest to visit. The beach was just a stone's throw away too! Somehow I just want to go back there. Go back to where I can enjoy a slower pace of life, a life where I don't have to worry about things. I wouldn't mind going back there with someone special, I wouldn't mind going back there to study. I wouldn't mind living with someone, I wouldn't mind just do anything there!

Being alone in this house of mine has caused me to feel some emotions that I shouldn't be feeling. Haix. No EUDORA YOU SHOULDN"T BE FEELING THIS WAY! OH GAWD. JUST HELP ME!