I AM F***ING PISSED OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHS! I don't understand why sisters are the most irritating creatures on EARTH! I mean borrow my stuff and don't ask for permission? WAT'S UP WITH THAT?!! Better still, borrow already dump whatever was in my bag on my bed. FANTASTIC RITE?! I REALLY REALLY FEEL LIKE WHACKING HER!

My emotions are out of control and I don't give a shit. I have enough trouble on of my own and I don't need my sister to add to it. School is not getting any better either. Church is becoming burdensome. Dance is losing it's interest. All I want to do is just die. I don't want anything more in this miserable life. I have enough of rushing to meet deadlines. I have enough of struggling with this thing called love. I have enough of dealing with shit. I DON"T WANT TO HANDLE THEM ANYMORE.