I don't know but the world around me seems to be falling apart. My friends are feeling rather screwed in their life too but I certainly do not know what is happening but I can only pray that all is well.

It's the holidays and I really am exhausted by the activities that are planned ahead. To think of the filming that is going to take place, I suddenly feel the sense of dread, no longer the excitment that I felt a long time ago. When I think of doing my assignments, I am overcomed with fear that I would not be able to finish them or even if I do, it will not be the best.

I am at a lost for words for words cannot describe how I feel.