Sometimes, I don't understand why people like to do this - one minute hot, the next minute cold. Or even why people start to talk to you only when they have to ask you for things or your help. I mean this is not what friendship is all about right?

It's as though I'm only your friend when you need my help. Sometimes I feel so taken advantage of because somehow, I just don't feel sincerity when I get thanked. It's like I am your fair weathered friend. No need my help, you don't come to talk to me anymore. Are you taking advantage of me on the account of our past relationship? Moreover, it always seem like the 26 of each month is jinxed. I don't know why I feel this way but true enough I feel miserable every 26th.

Enough said. School is tiring. I don't understand how I can tahan being in school for almost an entire day. I feel like my brain has been fried but I am still trying to do my assignments. It's really quite sad that all that matters in life now is assignments, projects and studying for exams. I suppose there is more to life than this but sometimes, because of the society's emphasis on academics, I feel like I put too much in it.

Anyway went to the Paul Baloche workshop yesterday. It was so good! You can really feel God's presence in the worship hall while we were all worshiping after the workshop. BTW. THE GUITARIST, IS HOT! A man after God's heart is truly good lopking. =)

Shall get back to marking my script. =(