I've been feeling rather fucked up for the past two days. Don't ask me why but seriously, life is nothing but torture to me at this point in ime.

All I really want to do is to immerse myself in work, work and more work so that I won't concentrate on the things that make my life miserable. I hate it when people are hot for one minute and cold the other. I hate it when I get mixed signals.

I feel like my life has gone haywire. Decisions made, cannot be changed. What's done has been done. My heart is burnt by fire, turning it into ashes. My soul has been lost.

(To Someone) I don't know what is wrong but your blog entry sounds pretty dejected. If it's because of school, don't worry, just work harder. I am here to help you with it. If it's because of some girl, I hope she didn't hurt you as bad as the last one. I don't know why, but all I want to do for you is to be here. It doesn't matter that you don't want to talk to me or tell me anything. Just know that I'm concerned about you.