Okae. So yes I went out with Shirin today and sad to say, I am about to scream already. I think I told you that I will scream soon and I think the time has come. I hope that you have found your closure by finding out who you want to find out already. You cannot turn back time anymore. Be thankful that you had good times together. Bid him well and let him go. You asked for closure and I think this is it. It's been dragging on long enough and it's time. The day is coming. Shirin, you cannot go on like this. If he has moved on, give him your blessings. I know it is difficult but you have to do it. It's either you confront the problem or deal with the problem for the rest of your life and let it hinder your future relationships or even friendships. Not everyone will have the patience to deal with this but I am still here if you need me. I won't walk away. If you don't want to talk to me then I don't know what to say but yes, I am here.

Went for pampering session after pampering session. First my nails, then my face. Tried to get things off my mind. Retail therapy helps at times.