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Friday, July 28, 2006
♥ 21:05

Sometimes we don't treasure what we have until it is too late. This can be learnt from real life to even TV programmes. We are often given so many things to treasure but we are too clouded to even notice these things before our very eyes.

I think it's the same for our lives too. Many people walk in and out, many blessings come and go, but we don't take the time to even notice them. We are so deluded by the things that we have to do - assignments, studying for exams, relational problems, that we fail to open our eyes, heart and ears to feel and sense. We let go of too many things or people that by the time we realise it, we feel all guilty and remorseful. This in turn would maybe cause us to have an answer to the question, will we die without regrets? My answer would probably be that I will die with regrets.

You would ask me why I said that I will die with regrets. There are many dreams for me to continue chasing, opportunities that I have let slip, people that I let them walk out of my life. There are things that are atill kept in my heart that I have yet to say and things that I really want to do. Yet, even if I wanted to live my life everyday as though it was the last, cowardness comes down on me when I want to say my true feelings, do things that I would really like to do.

Enough said. I always dreamt of my life as a bed of roses with the occasional hiccups. I dreamt of my home that was going to be at the seaside. I dreamt of having my perfect wedding, one where is just full of love and nothing else. I dreamt that I would have the chance for a slow dance with the one i really love. Would these dreams ever come true I don't know. I only know that I should start learning to treasure who or what is before my very eyes. I hope u do the same too. As the saying goes, Carpe Diem - Seize the day.

If you haven't done so, go tell those that you love that you love them, thank those who have been with you every step of the way, tell them that you will hold their hand and never let them go. Just as you would like to know if someone loves you, someone else is craving for that too.


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