I miss someone. No I will not divulge who I miss but yes, I miss someone. The feeling of missing someone is terrible because you consistently think about that person, wishing that the person is well and wishing that some form of communication will soon take place. You know, even with the advancement in technology which helps us overcome the different timezones, it can never satisfy the need for human relationships. I think my aunt will know this best. Being away for so long in England and having that little communication with us back home and of course with the aid of the Internet, she probably still miss home. It's so ironic that we use technology to overcome this feeling of homesickness, living on e-mails or praying that people come online so that we can talk. But how often does that help us overcome our intense longing for home? I think it makes you miss home even more.

I don't why I thought about all these especially since I'm sitting in the comforts of my bedroom but I was probably reflecting on my times when I was away. Yet on the other hand, sometimes this physical distance that we note I'm talking about can be good. It's a form of escapism and something that I long to do. the thought about going overseas to study is so enticing especially in this academically driven society. One that I am so sick off. But, missing home would then become an issue.

Talking about going overseas, I think I blogged about my dream of getting into New York Uni. Sometimes I feel that the dream is drifting further and further away from me. So much for having ideals. Okae. So much for this being early in the morning for me. I can't wait to watch the movie later. I don't think I will cry this time.