It's my 160th post today. I guess I'm suffering from a varied mix of emotions - anger, hurt, happiness etc.

Going to work just after 3 days is becoming a real chore to me and I am starting to think of excuses not to go to work. Dealing with rude customers either their scolding or slamming the phone, dealing with my superior, it's just too much to bear for half a day, what more a day. The countdown to me getting out of the office is just starting earlier and earlier. I just can't wait to step out of the office and be reconnected to the world again. Afterall, I don't have reception of my mobile phone nor can I use the Internet to communicate with the outside world (excluding the phone calls that I have to make). I just can't wait for October 20.

Went to meet my mum and sister for dinner and movies after work today. Wanted to pay for the dinner at TCC but upon hearing that there was a discount for Citibank credit card holders, my mother took up the bill instead. Oh bummer. Went to watch Devil Wears Prada again because I love the show so much. Was really irritated in the show because it was so noisy and the lady sitting beside me kept giving her two cents worth about everything that I felt like telling her to shut the f*** up. I mean can't she watch the movie silently? How rude people can be even after repeated reminders about talking during the movie. What made it worse, her boyfriend stepped on my foot. LIKE WTH. Halfway through the movie, I couldn't take it anymore and moved to the seat next to my sister but of course it didn't help much because I could still hear her. WAT A BITCH.

I just don't understand why people just never learn. They don't learn how to be a courteous person learning the proper behaviours in different situations or even from their past mistakes. I mean yes I do know that it is difficult to learn sometimes but still, basic courteousy? It's been instilled from young. No excuse should be given. What's more, I think that life is all about learning from your mistakes. If you had made a mistake once about relationships, learn from it and try not to commit it again. Such as if you know that the person will lead you on, only to tell you that he/she doesn't like you, then learn from your mistake. I am learning too but it takes a lot of willpower to do it. If I can do it being such a sentimental person, I don't understand why some people can't. Why be so stubborn to hold on to something that you know you cannot hold on to? Why make your life so miserable? You have only one life.

One Life. Live it. That should be what keeps you going even if you're a Christian - this is of course with God's direction.