First things first, HAPPY CHILDREN"S DAY! Well we are still children in the eyes of our parents so I guess we are entitled to celebrate this day. Hahaha. But on hindsight, it's back to work again tomorrow. *wails* Okay, it's a good thing that she's on leave but it's a terrible thing if she keeps calling back or decides to 'drop by' the office. Either way, I pray that she doesn't disturb the peace and quiet in the office.

Led worship today. It was good I suppose. I just pray that people have been ministered. Pastor Seng Chuan spoke to us today about making decisions and helping us see the ten commandments in a different light. In any case, I don't know why but I felt like I was going to cry in my dad's car while we were on our way home. Like this wave of emotion came down upon me and I was trying so very hard to stop the tears from flowing.

Watched Seventh Heaven. You know that series about this christian family? In any case the episode that we watched today set me thinking. You know in our lives, three very special words exists in our vocabulary that will cause a stir in a person's live, of course I meant it in a good way. I figure that most of you would know the three words already. Yet, how many of us really know the weightage of these words. Like one of the characters said, it's like a commitment you make to the other person when you say 'I love you'. Something like getting married if you aren't already.

I remember those days when I used to utter those three words to him. I figure that I meant what I said because well, part of me wished that we could have a long-lasting relationship. Yet, I don't know if he meant what he said or thought that it was necessary to say it in order to keep me by his side. In any case, it's been a long while since I've said those three words to anybody, my family, friends but of course no special someone. I think saying those words in a family helps reassures our position and know that we have people to count on. For me, it's been a long while since I said 'I love you' to God too. We gotta learn to say it I guess.

Truth be told, I think these are the three words we take most for granted. Because we never really understand the meaning of love. Nope it's not that I'm being emo here but I figure we all need to examine what is love before we say it to another person.

My heart is lonely not because I don't have that special you but because I feel like I've lost all connection with the people closest to my heart. We all seem so busy in our little worlds that we lost all contact. Just know that this friendship we have is so close to my heart that I don't know what I will do without it. The same goes to those whom are so caught up in their studies that I can't seem to contact or see you - you are sorely missed.