One can never have enough of Dr Derek Shepherd! Even when one is sick, you wish that you are his patient, receiving treatment from him. His dreamy eyes, his nice wavy hair, his unshven look. Gawd, he is just a dream come true. So here I am sick and down with i dunno wad (feel like puking all the time) dreaming of Dr McDreamy. LOL..

See while I was sleeping I had this really weird dream about this conversation a girlfriend had with her boyfriend.

GF: Do you love me?
BF: Why you ask this kind of question? Of course I love you la!
GF: Then why you never say 'I love you' to me before?
BF: This kind of thing no need to say one lor. You know I know can already. Need to say out meh?
GF: Of course must say la! If not how I know that you love me? Not like I asking you to shout to the world that you love me wad!

That ends the conversation because both parties are now upset. See, I have the weirdest dreams and definitely they are not about me. Ask me how I know? Well they dun even look like me or anyone I know! Dreams are weird.

I can be a writer and write all the love stories that come to mind and hope that it sells. I can be a journalist and write articles that I love to write (esp fashion). But what matters most, would be that I write because I LOVE TO WRITE. I write because I dream of writing, live on writing and of course pray that people love my writing. I can write all about my fantasies and feel that sense of satisfaction because I have penned down my sporadic thoughts that people love to read about.

Maybe I can be a scriptwriter then I can pen my thoughts down and better still, see it being acted out as though it is reality! No plots that cause us to ponder who killed whom but simple plots that reflect the REALITY of life.

So what do I really want to be? All of the above! Not too much to ask eh?!