What do women really want? There's probably no definite answer to that question but one thing for certain, we would love to be in control of our lives, making the decisions for ourselves and most importantly, be independent and not have to depend on the opposite sex for financial support. But what is it that we really really want? What is it that I want? To love and be loved in return? To be that successful journalist I hope to be? I seriously don't know. Then the next question, what is that men really want? I don't know either.

Ever felt like you've been forced to do something against your will but yet cannot break away from that thing you're doing? I feel like that now. Dragging my feet every morning to get ready for work, out of the door, into my dad's car, to the train station. It's very tiring emotionally to do it when my heart is not in it. I long to escape from thsi vicious routine that happens every morning. It's been torturing to get into the office and do the things that I need to do becauase for one, I really hate to do calling. HELP ME. I REALLY NEED TO GET OUT OF THAT OFFICE ASAP BEFORE I MURDER SOMEONE.

One thing though, I think all the drama that is happening in the office would make a really good book to read if one of us decides to pen it down. Yet, how uncommon can the things that we face in the office be? There are such irritating, pain in the *** people out there in the world that we can write tons of stories about them and in the end be irritating ourselves. Seriously, I wouldn't mind penning down what happens in the office but you know, the more I think about the day's events, the more my blood will boil because SHE simply doesn't know how to behave! OH wells.

I'm tired. Another new day of challenges tomorrow.