Consequence is the big word weighing on my mind at this point in time. What will happen if I say this? What will happen if I say that? What will happen if I do this? Will I scare people off? No matter what is going to be said or done, this big word, CONSEQUENCE, will continue to weigh on my mind. It's a scary thought it the consequence is one that two or more people will get hurt or relationships get soured.

Sometimes decisions that have to be made is not just about ourselves. Getting problems solved are not about ourselves either. People always wonder why I am so fickled when it comes to making decisions whether is it about money or is it about human relationships. It's because of the word CONSEQUENCE. It's a heavy responsibility to bear. I don't want to end up hurting people or even myself because I know that it will take a long time for me to pick up the shattered pieces.

I have my own inner demons to fight too. Much as I want to be happy and everything, to lead life as though nothing is bothering me, my inner battles get the better of me. It's terrible when I am fighting so hard, struggling for my life and yet, show the world out there that I am fine. People may think that I am all so perfect, but I am not. People may think that I can handle situations well, but I do not. I am just a normal human being.

I pray for wisdom to solve this problem that needs to be resolved. I pray that God will work in the lives of the parties involved. I pray that I will be able to accept the resolutions when working this problem out because in this world filled with znxiety, I cling on to You God for the faith and strength to go on in life.