Emotions are running high, comments are cutting deep, words have become two-edged swords that pierce your soul. Forgiveness has not become a norm, stubborness has. The war of words is now on, only allowing us to pray that hearts are cushioned for the blows to come. Actions and thoughts are intepreted wrongly. Wisdom is prayed for and faith is to cling on to the promise that it will be granted.

I have grown up. I'm no longer the girl that I used to be. You can hurt me but don't expect to see me fall. Emotions may run high when it comes to relationships but I have not decided to stop and seek God first. You may think that I'm over religious. The fact is that I don't look for flings even though it may be fun. I don't want to do that. All I want is a relationship that will end with marriage and therefore, it's important to make sure that God has sent me THE ONE and not just rely on myself.

Life has enough problems of its own and all I need now is to pray for wisdom and knowledge. A teachable spirit and most importantly strength.

I don't know the words to say to you now. I can only tell you to pray about it. I know you don't expect a response when u tell me those three special words but I really don't know how to respond to you when you tell me that without giving you the false hope that we will eventually be together when I am still so unlcear about everything. Maybe now you wouldn't want to talk to me but really building a friendship before going into a relationship is so much more important to me.