I'm sitting in the lecture theatre, putting myself through another long day in school starting with Cross-cultural communication. I feel like my brain has flown out of the window because of the numerous sleepless nights that I have been subjected to since the beginning of this semster.

Just as this is a new year, I am happy that I've started with a clean slate, probably having the emotional capacity to deal with problems that come my way. Yet, on the other hand, I would just wish that my life would be peaceful where I don't get sleepless nights because I'm so stressed up. That each time I close my very eyes, all my problems from school and things that I would have to complete.

I want my normal life back again. I want to be able to lead the carefree life back again that I will be able to sleep well. I really need sleep, desperately.

I'm searching for the right words to say to you. I don't want to hurt you in any point in time because I know how vulnerable you are. More time and prayer is needed before I can give you an answer. Be patient and wait upon the Lord too.