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Sunday, April 22, 2007
♥ 22:47

Dear ___________

Things have changed ever since that day you dropped the bombshell on me. Yes, it was definitely very shocking and well, hurting to a certain extent. Words probably cannot describe what I'm feeling inside but somehow, the anger within is not focused on you but on myself. Since that very day, I have only got one thing to ask myself all the time. Why did I even let it happen?! I mean, I am old enough to know what I want but yet, I still let myself be so emotional all the time. So it's really not your fault. There isn't any tension I suppose. Yeps. =)

Love,
dora


It is back to work again tomorrow. It's not that I am not looking forward to going back to the office to do the things that I have to do because it will be more interesting this week, but I guess I just miss having to plan my time in a more flexible manner. Working means I won't be able to catch movies at a CHEAPER price or just chill at coffee joints. I wanna continue writing short stories for friends too. OH WELLS.

I suppose it is when you're working that you truly appreciate student life. I can't wait to get back to school and be a STUDENT again. Oh wells. I heard this song by Rod Stewart on my way home. Man I really dig into oldies. They are GOOD.

I don't Want To Talk About It
Rod Stewart

I can tell by your eyes that youve probably been cryin forever,
And the stars in the sky dont mean nothin to you, theyre a mirror.
I dont want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?

If I stand all alone, will the shadow hide the color of my heart;
Blue for the tears, black for the nights fears.
The star in the sky dont mean nothin to you, theyre a mirror.
I dont want to talk about it, how you broke my heart.
If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
I dont want to talk about it, how you broke this ol heart.

If I stay here just a little bit longer,
If I stay here, wont you listen to my heart, whoa, heart?
My heart, whoa, heart.













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