Ever woke up in the morning feeling like your head is spinning, your insides are going to come out of your mouth because somehow you feel like something bad is going to happen? I woke up feeling this way this morning and even worse after i stepped out of the movie theatre.

Shirin stayed over last night. Thanks for coming over girl. I know you wanted to make sure that I was alright and to get me out of the house. So because she stayed over, she had planned our activities which was suppose to be watching chick flicks so that I could probably cry my eyes out and then fall asleep because I'll be too tired. In the end, the movie that we watched at home was just so crappy we took more interest in the conversations I was having online. I figured that both Chuanyao and Shirin had a great time agreeing about stuff.

Anyway, we decided to leave the house this morning to catch a chick flick which probably made me feel more terrible than before. The couple that was sitting next to me was just making out from the time that they sat down even when the lights were still on. Then came these ladies who were doing some commentry and phone calls. I seriously couldn't enjoy myself sitting there. I would love to watch the movie again.

I've come to the conclusion that chick flicks aren't technically the best shows you watch when you are in need of some form of therapy because couples would sit next to you doing god knows what. I mean hell ya, it's dark enough that no one would notice I suppose but hey since you paid money can't you be more considerate to the poor soul sitting next to you. Sighs. No I am not jealous because I didn't watch it with a boyfriend. I am just peeved.

I left the cinema feeling even more like crap and somehow I was thankful that I was coming back to my quiet home to find the solace and peace. Somewhere I know that I can just lie on my bed and stone. My bus journey home wasn't too pleasant either because I literally felt like my insides were coming out.

Sighs. What's there more that I can do when I'm not letting my mind run wild? What else can I say to make things right again?