I just watched a show all about faith, about forgiveness and most importantly, about love. These are the words that I would use to describe A Walk to Remember - the one show that I can watch over and over again but never get sick off. It's all about knowing what we really want in life I suppose and how God would make all these happen.

The beautiful words that were uttered in the dialogue of the movie are etched on my mind, leaving me little room to wonder what kind of love they actually shared. It brought to mind what we were discussing about during bible study today. What is the one thing that would lead us to walk away from God? Mandy Moore in the show said that she had no reason to be angry with God for inflicting her with illness and the probability of dying even before she can see the world. Then I asked myself, would I be so calm and trust God entirely?

I was probably afraid to admit it that if God's plan were for me to remain single for the rest of my life, I would find it difficult to stick with God. It may be the lamest reason on earth but this is really what I think would draw me away from Him. I'm afraid of being left alone. Anyway, I will not let this thought rule my head.

Life is all about ironies. When we were younger, we wish we would grow up. Now that we're older, we wish that we're younger. When we're busy, we wish that we would be more relaxed and vice versa. I wish that I was a kid now where the only things that would bother me would be having too much fun and just enjoying life. I really want that at this point in time. I want to be able to sleep well and to eat well and not be plagued by more sleepless nights or lost of appetites.