It was YZ's 8 anniversary celebrations yesterday. Believed everyone had great fun and I thank God that everything went smoothly. In a way, I am relieved that everything is over already. Wore my sister's dress to the party and everyone commented that I looked pretty - like a bridesmaid.

I've come to realise that even the prettiest dress or the nicest comments cannot make anyone happier when the person is not feeling too happy. I probably woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning but well, maybe I'm just a sad person. Didn't eat much today either. I surely hope I'm not trying to kill myself.

Kaman's flying off in about 6 hours. You're a brave girl for going on this journey. I will miss you sooo much. Make sure you come back in one piece okae?? We went out with her on friday evening and we had a good time just chilling over dinner. She cried when we gave her the presents that we made..felt like crying along with her too. Nad's a funny girl who brightens up your day because of her innocence. Mel is the one who is the chirpy yet cute one in our clique whereas Zheng Ying takes the spot for the 'emo' kid with her make up. Huimin on the other hand, is just our resident cam whore. HAHAHAHAHA. I miss this group of girls. We gotta try to meet up during our SIP.

We're all embarking on this new journey which almost determines our future. I suppose it's an adventure being in the workforce for a solid 6 months but I believe we'll all pull through. I'm looking forward for meeting clients and all that is required of me during this internship. At least with a regular job, my mind wil be occupied.

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

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Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you