Finally after so long, I met up with my poly friends today! We had a major time laughing our ass off talking about our internship experiences and well, the people around in our course. Nahhh it was more like talking about how everyone is now, no major bitching. I really miss going to school. Work is starting to be such a dread because I keep having to go back to the store room. Probably after the past few weeks, I've come to the conclusion that I cannot have a desk bound job. I simply am not cut out for it because I lose my enthusiasm too quickly.

In my heart, all is forgiven and I've stopped being mean by praying prayers that will end up hurting people. I just wonder what is happening at this point in time. It seems like friends that seem to have said that our friendship is dear, has drifted so far away that I don't know if we can even be considered friends anymore. Maybe we've all changed so drastically that you and I may not know each other. I suppose I'm searching for some answers. Maybe you can help me too.

I can't wait for the days to come where I can finally do the things that I really like. To work in a job that I really love.