My office didn't smell that bad today. God answered my prayers. Yet I still had this headache because of the smell of the office. I'm glad that at least I managed to finish quite a fair bit of work today.

Met Joyce, Jocelyn and Kyna for dinner today. Well, our conversation somehow revovled around a lot about us and our relationships. Many many thoughts ran through my head as the small talks were going on. I suppose in my heart I was wondering when will be the time in which God will think that I am ready for a relationship.

Very often, it seems like I passed up a lot of relationships that could have happened because I keep saying that I need to pray about it. I suppose having put God first place in my life helps me decide on all these decisions. Though it may seem like He wants me to wait, I know that it's really for my own good. He would probably only allow me to get into a relationship when He thinks that I have fully put down my past relationship and all the hurt I allowed myself to feel when I got emotionally invovled when I shouldn't.

SIGHS. That's why I always say, please be patient with me. Let God make the decisions for us. No point rushing into things when I know that it wouldn't be pleasing in God's sight. Because who knows, even if a couple lasts for a few years, if the relationship ain't pleasing to God, you will still end up in heartache. I rather take my pick of enduring short term pain than long term pain.

I will not jump into anything without weighing all school of thought.