I just read Daryl's blog. Couldn't agree more with his latest post. I guess every now and then, we as older siblings tend to reflect on our actions. Though I may never say it aloud to Evangelin how much I love her as a sister, nor to my parents how much I love them, deep down in our hearts, we silently know this truth. I guess in my family, we never say it or show it through affectionate actions but we kinda know that we love each other.

Today we went to Pastor Joshua's place for dinner. I cannot tell you how exactly I felt when I saw Valerie showering kisses to both Shawn and Trinity. It was such a lovely sight. I mean we don't do that at home. There and then, I told myself that I want to be like that when I become a mum. Show my kids with my actions how much I love them. On a lighter note, both Trinity and Shawn are soooooo adorable that I really want to bring them home with me. HAHA.

I've been 'promoted' in my company to be the administrator for my department. Somehow I've grown to not like my job even more. SERIOUSLY. I mean I know I should try to love it and make the best out of my time there but I'm finding it so difficult. The daily battle of telling myself that I have to leave the house, put on my best performance to work is taking it's toil on me. I know I cannot complain. BUT really, I hope in the future, I can find the job I love.

Life will never be easy. We either rough it out or let ourselves sink into depression. Of course, the results after which we rough things out would be sweet but the process is long and ardulous. I want to be strong. I want to be able to grit my teeth and go through everything. I want to be able to say I've ran a good race, fought a good fight.