This blog is almost like the window to my soul. To let all who read it get to know what is going through in my head. I thank all of you who has tagged on my board or PM-ed me on MSN telling me that you are always there for me. =)

This past few days have been some sort of a emotional carnage. It's like the moment I get to this hour of the day, I start being all emo and start to cry. I seriously seriously hope that it's some PMS sorta thing, since I'm having an outbreak. On Friday, I lost it when I came home after meeting Jacklyn and gang. Last night, it was the same thing. I'm hoping that I wouldn't have an episode later.

Went to watch Pirates today. Almost cried when I saw Wil being stabbed and the pain in both their eyes, was so intense that I could almost feel it myself. I kept telling myself not to cry because somehow I knew that it was going to be some sort of happy ending. In any case, I cannot imagine myself having to go through the pain of only being able to see my beloved once every 10 years. It would definitely be the most horrible thing that can happen to anyone.

I will never be able to understand how people can withstand having to go through a long distance relationship. I think it takes a lot of guts, patience and love to be able to do so. Not to be able to see the person physically or even know that the person is within human touch whenever you need that listening ear or shoulder to cry on. I only have one thing to say about them - you guys should really pat yourself on the back for having the courage to embark on such a ardulous journey together. No wonder people say that if you can handle being apart from each other for so long, you would probably end up together for a lifetime.

Tomorrow will be another day at work. Somehow I figure that this is going to be a long long week ahead. I just hope that time will pass so quickly that the next weekend would come soon. Oh Lord, help me please.