I'd wish on days end that this nightmare will come to an end. This nightmare is tearing me apart. Very soon, I might not even know who I am anymore. I'm tired, exhausted from all the mental and emotional battles I conquer every single day. I wish I could be truthful and let everyone know how I feel. I wish for times when I got the courage to tell you everything, I would and not hold back. I wish that I was never sent to this place. I don't know what God has installed for me but God hear my plea and let me go. Let me off the hook. Any longer, I don't know what I will become. I cannot handle this anymore.