What a way to start a brand new week. A week that I thought things would finally get better and I would suddenly find a new found love for my internship. It was not meant to be and honestly speaking, I don't know how long more I can handle.

I always thought that things would look up after a down period. I thought I was past the horrible period when I finally got my freelance job. Yet, I am proven wrong again. I don't know how to survive at my new workstation that serves the entire staff of the office. It's really like whenever they need to use my computer, I have to vacate my seat and let them use it, causing me to stall in my work. Of course there isn't much work to begin with but it just feels so horrible. At least when I had a place of my own, I could still do things at my own pace and all. Now, I don't know anymore.

God, You know my heart is crying out to You to help me through this period. It's going to be a long 8 weeks and You know that I cannot handle it anymore. I really don't know what to do. I feel like the whole world is crushing down on me again.