I guess what I am feeling is nothing new. I guess I am just so distant from all of you that I no longer am that important. Be it friends from school or church, it's all the same. I'm sorry that I am no longer that close to all of you because it seems like I am miles apart from all of you. I'm sorry that I am so different. I am sorry that I cannot be that friend I long to be.

Maybe it's better that I am alone. All of us have our own lives to lead anyway. I am sorry for being this way and that I am not the friend all of you want me to be.

I am sorry that I am not that leader all of you expect me to be. I am sorry that I am not a good DGL nor am I a good CORE group member. I am sorry for everything.