You've hurt me deeply but you just don't know. I wish to tell you the truth but you hold me back. Give me the chance to speak my mind so that you would finally know how I feel.

Everything is driving me insane. I know that there are people out there who are facing greater problems than I am but I really cannot deal with mine. I wish I could just disintegrate and blend into the soil, not facing the world again.

I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of being me.