It is just unfortunate that the superficiality of the world has crept into the walls of the church. What I thought I would only experience in the harsh reality of the media industry and the world, I now feel it with the people that mean a lot to me.

Friendships that I thought would withstand the passage of time, somehow because of the decisions that has been made, things are now so superficial. Words that have been exchanged seem to have been forgotten and promises that have been made like glass have been broken.

I am comforted to know that I am not alone in feeling this way. Yet, nothing more can be said to describe the feelings I have swirling around in my head and heart. I honestly don't want to lead a double life or being superficial. It's not a nice feeling doing so.