I don't know how to tell you that I'm always here for you. I don't know how to tell you that I'm worried about you. I don't know how to tell you that you are not alone. I don't know how to tell you that God still loves you. I don't know how to tell you that I'm willing to do anything for you. Would you give me the chance to just tell you all these things?

It has been a bad day. I didn't sleep well last night because I kept thinking about you and all the pain that you are going through. I really don't know how to help you because it seems like you keep pushing me away. I want to hear, I want to listen and pray with you. Don't doubt God anymore. He has seen you through all this while. He is your EVERYTHING. Don't doubt the God that gave you life. Don't doubt the God that gave you good friends. God loves you! Sometimes I wish that I could give you more as a friend. A little more time, a little more love and a little more joy. Sometimes I wish I could give you a hug and tell you that everything is just going to go on fine. Sometimes I wish I could give you a hug and tell you that I am here. Sometimes I wish I could give you a hug that spoke of love for you.

God, why is this happening to all of us? Why test our friendship and our love for you time and time again? I feel that this refining process is going to tear him apart, I pray that this refining process would only make him stronger in his love for You. God, would you answer this prayer of mine? I can't bear to see him suffering like that any longer. It hurts and it's frustrating because as his group of friends, we are at a loss as to what to do. Give us wisdom, O Lord. Show us Your way to help him through this tough period of time.