My emotions are really eating me up. I cannot take it anymore. What is this thing called love that brings so much sorrow when it's suppose to bring joy? Why do people come into your life only to leave and return again? Why does it always have to happen at the wrong time? Why do I like you even though you hurt me so much and walked out of my life for 2 long years only for me to hear that you are attached?

Am I suppose to carry on longing that this miracle that I have been hoping to happen will happen one day? Why do we have to be on such good terms when I know that this will only mkae things worse inside me? Why do I have to see your face and when I do, feel like all my tiredness and stress have gone away?

So much for not having time to be in a relationship only to find out how much I want to feel loved and be in someone's arms again. So much for wanting to do so well in school that I don't want to let my feelings eat me up. Life is too tough for me to handle. Crippled with confusion over you and stress from school. Can't things be normal again? Tell me, was I dreaming when I was sitting next to you?

Let me be normal again.