Okay. So I haven't been updating this blog much but nothing pretty much has happened except for the fact that I have completed my term test and I got an A for my test. Hahahaha. Okay that in itself is self-explanatory.

Other than getting that A for my paper, Ihave nothnig much to rejoice about. ya, many of you will say that I am just thinking too much or dwelling in self-pity but when I take a step back and look at my life, I feel that I am too stupid to let certain things happen.

Sometimes when school gets in the way, when the needs for affliation gets in the way, certain priorties get pushed way way down in your life that the alarm bells start ringing. I mean it sux when your priorities in life are all wrong and when you know that it's all wrong, you still don't do anything about it. Now, that's me in my life. So fantastic right?

It's the holidays but it certainly doesn't feel like it because I am still ladden with deadlines though I can do my assignments at my own pace. Ultimately I think last minute will still be done coz it seems like there's too much to do at any one time. I feel so tired all the time even though I seem to get enough rest. I don't know what's wrong with me. Oh wells.

I realised something about me. I get weaker each time I am faced with challenges in life. Everytime I feel like I have failed that's why these challenges are presented before me. Maybe I have low self-esteem, maybe I just fail in my life. I am not sure. All I can say to those reading this, maybe it's better if you don't probe and if you do and I tell you more, don't come down hard on me. Life is as tough as it can get already.

P.S. Shopping and chocolates or anything that releases endorphines doesn't help anymore.