It's the time of the year again when all of us are taking examinations. The hardest part about this time is that when you feel like you need friends the most, they are all busy studying. When it's time for your birthday, you feel bad just asking them to go out with you to celebrate. When you feel like you're going bonkers from the stresses of school, you feel horrible asking them out or even talking to them online or on the phone. It's also the most fragile time when you feel that you're all alone.

In times like this, I always regret my decision coming to TP, being so far from the people closest to me. The difference in our academic year, doesn't really help because ultimately I find it so difficult just to meet up with them. The fact that we are all doing different things doesn't help as well because when you need the support system, you sometimes feel so lost. I don't know. Maybe it's this low point that I'm feeling this way.

Maybe it's my fault that I chose to go different ways from my friends, choosing to pull them away from myself. Maybe the choices I made weren't the best after all. I don't know but I just miss all my friends now. I wish we weren't so far away from each other nor are we so busy.