I feel like screaming liar in your face. I feel like calling you names. But I won't do so because it's just not in my character to say that. I can scream all I want in my heart, I can cry all I want and wet my pillow but no, I will not do so.

The logical side of me has set in and I think I knew it was coming. I prayed one day that you'll move on and truly you did, at the worst possible time. I think myself silly for even entertaining thoughts of wanting to give you the chance.

The knowledge I have about God's perspective of relationships has to travel 12cm to my heart to fight the battle of logic versus emotions. Yes, it's just me to give in to my emotions and think beyond what I should be thinking of.

Go ahead friends, reprimend me all you want, go ahead and say I TOLD U SO. But hey, I'm okae. LOGIC IS RULING MY HEAD.

OH. So just you know, I detest liars because emotionally I get all torn up inside.