I don't know how to react whenever u tell me that you're thinking of her. I feel like each time I hear you say it, my heart further breaks into pieces. I'm trying to not let what you say affect me and I want to be able to tell you all the best with her should you ever get together. Yet, I still can't help but want to tell you that I really wanna be with you.

When one thing goes wrong, naturally it seems like one thing will go wrong one after another. Why God? Why me? Why now? This is more than I can take.

I love you and I can't deny that anymore.